Never seen It coming

When we never see it coming,
And were blinded by the numbing
When we pretend that things are perfect
But can never seem to swallow our pride
Can’t help but to think what we went threw,
When we’re both imbedded in our lies
Went round from round, till we both got knocked down,
Turned around in the unsteady ground
We swore not to say never, never to be a goodbye
But something got a the best of us
And we sat in water to rust
You sat at home in pride
and I sat at alone and cried


I know you want to hate me
pretend to reshape me
make me feel how you do
When you know I see right threw you
Seems like such a lost cause
When you look around and all you see are the flaws

I need to face you
Make you see what I do,
When love is just a word without the two
makes you feel so low there's no place left to come threw


I wish I could press reset and make me feel brand new
could only press rewind so many times,
Lost in the broken down crimes
Want to pause it but I can't make it remain
Love to hate in this unwanted game

I can't wait to face you
I just want to hold you, touch you, feel you
let those feelings come threw
I am tired of trying to fake through
But there is nothing I can do

I need to face you
Make you see what I do,
When love is just a word without the two
makes you feel so low there's no place left to come threw

Seems so right

I can remember all those lonely nights, now there’s nothing more than you in my sight
I'm like a fly when it hits the light, so infatuated,
So I surrender, loose the fight

When it feels so wrong that it seems so right
It’s the chill in the air, with the dark moon light.
It’s just something about you that makes me feel the way I do
Or the fact it’s just all brand new.

It’s like one of those things that just fell in place
When you’re not looking for something and you find you’re ace
It’s like you got me partaking
Every rule you got me breaking,
It’s the choice that I'm forsaking

When it feels so wrong that it seems so right
It’s the chill in the air, with the dark moon light.
It’s just something about you that makes me feel the way I do
Or the fact it’s just all brand new.

Never was searching for someone to take me out at night
Nor am ‘I the same girl that I was before
I gave so much and never asked for more
Not sure where this thing we got will go,
I've been hurt too many times,
Can you see? Does it show?

When it feels so wrong that it seems so right
It’s the chill in the air, with the dark moon light.
It’s just something about you that makes me feel the way I do
Or the fact it’s just all brand new.

When you’re minds somewhere else, not in the right place
When I know I'm in the wrong, and it was just a mistake
Here we are once again, wanting it all, without any retakes.

When it feels so wrong that it seems so right
It’s the chill in the air, with the dark moon light.
It’s just something about you that makes me feel the way I do
Or the fact it’s just all brand new.

Ive Been

I’ve been holding on to nothing at all, I seem so weak,
Broken down by crumbling walls beyond my reach
Think I had it all but a sense of disbelieve.
Just one shot and I’m gone, call it my defeat.
Forgotten memories haunts me while I sleep,
With the intent to break me down, no chance to retreat.
Different faces, certain glances infected me

I’ve been stumbling down, when you’re not around, let the walls hold me
Falling apart, broken down, watch me bleed out,
I'm trapped with choice of in or out
Damage is done; moment is passed, no way of taking it back

Hit the bottle, toxic measures makes me feel free
Controlling factors, certain lessons are suppose to be
I've been moving around always going down and yet all I see
Is the different places, familiar face, surrounded me
The Darkness falls that brings along the feel for relief.
Stuck in a whole, no way out, not prepared to speak.
Wanting it all, spinning around, till I feel heat



I’ve been stumbling down, when you’re not around, let these walls hold me
Falling apart, broken down, watch me bleed out,
I'm trapped with choice of in or out
Damage is done; moment is passed no way of looking back



Strangers making moments, can feel so wrong but seem so right
When no ones around and I'm all alone its show on me
Unwritten words covers the my skin which I don’t want too see
Twiddling shadows, the senseless hours complete the night
Got lost in the moment, go lost with the new


I’ve been stumbling down, when you’re not around, let these walls hold me
Falling apart, broken down, watch me bleed out,
I'm trapped with choice of in or out
Damage is done; moment is passed no way of looking back

I’m holding on to nothing at all, its feels so weak,
Been broken down by crumbling walls beyond my reach


Written by Heather Keogh

Never Changing

I'd whispered I was getting tired,
But this look in my eyes,
feels like ,more like goodbye.
So I'll Hold onto my secrets for one more night.
Don't need to know , I'm ok with the silence
You said things would change, but nothings has nor ever will.
It's truth that I don't want to feel, when my world stands still.

Hiding regrets in my smile
There's a storm passing threw, I've seen it coming for awhile
So I just hold on for one more night,
Won't say a word, I'm used to you being preoccupied anyways.
But this truth Im holding onto is gonna change everything.

Can you lie to me and tell me that it's all gonna change
Can you lie to me and tell me, I wont feel so alone even when your in the same room
I can wait a while before you tear me apart,

When the feelings creep back, as this light shines threw,
You Can see the cracks, you can see right threw
Let it be dark for one more night. When you wake up I wont be insight.
I Won't say a word, I'm used to you being preoccupied anyways.
But this truth Im holding onto is gonna change in every way

Can you lie to me and tell me that it's all gonna change
Can you lie to me and tell me that I wont feel alone,
I can wait a while before you tear me apart,

I Don't believe in happy endings
So shall we stop pretending?
Tomorrow's all wrong if I don't walk away

Can you lie to me and tell me that it's all gonna change
Can you lie to me and tell me that I wont feel alone,
I can wait a while before I tear us apart,

Lately Ive been thinking on what can make you happy ...I mean really truly happy. ? It could be something someone said. Something that is not living, living, a thought, a memory, a moment, a action, a reflection, a past, the future, a eventful motion, most of all what makes you happy,? Not just a smile, I mean where at that particular moment you feel like its the best feeling in the world and you never would trade it for second. ( I dont mean something you bought. ) Material things can not make you happy, sure it can for the time being, but sorry it gets old. Unless its like a heart , lol a biotic heart, so it keeps you alive...LOL What Im getting down to is what makes you feel so incredible that you never want to let go of that moment

Here's what I think..how I feel what Happiness can do your soul.... !










Happiness is the look you get from just a smile.
Happiness is the feeling of accomplishment.
Or is happiness a little more like knocking
Would you know when to let it in?

Happiness could feel like sorrow
something more than you can explain and even more you want to explore.
Let it be, you can't make it, let it come or go
But when your gone, its gone, done for good,

Happiness is like lighting hitting on my headboard
the feeling of ones embrace you lead on.
So careful, light your fuse and get away
‘Cause your happiness can throw a few sparks

Happiness can either break you or make you
Breaks your beliefs throws our pieces to the floor
So you tell yourself, that's enough for now
Happiness has a can be bomb to your sorrow

Happiness is like the young flower, give it sometime and it still gets old.
Happiness can be smell from a past you lived before, but yet it could smother you like mold
Then one day, you, wake up and find yourself missing home

Imperfectly

I've cried over a thousand times
Is there anything I can say here to dry these eyes?
Make it better if I could, just need to realize
I cry , when you cry, I hurt when you hurt
I make mistakes and I cant turn back my time.


Forgive me (I'm only human)
Release me ( Help me find ......)
Save me from myself (I'm no super woman)
Embrace me (I'm fragile and broken)

I'm imperfectly human
Can't always walk the dotted line.
I'm imperfectly human
I struggle to survive

Looking in this glass mirror and a stranger's looking back
What are you afraid of, girl? The unknown future or the past?
Cant see the real me when you're hiding and you bleed too fast.

I'm imperfectly human
Can't always walk the dotted line.
I'm imperfectly human
I struggle to survive

What tears us apart is what brings it together
Everything that makes it different really brings it closer

I'm imperfectly human
I just might cry at night
I'm imperfectly human
Think I have it together but never see the real insights.