I’ve been holding on to nothing at all, I seem so weak,
Broken down by crumbling walls beyond my reach
Think I had it all but a sense of disbelieve.
Just one shot and I’m gone, call it my defeat.
Forgotten memories haunts me while I sleep,
With the intent to break me down, no chance to retreat.
Different faces, certain glances infected me
I’ve been stumbling down, when you’re not around, let the walls hold me
Falling apart, broken down, watch me bleed out,
I'm trapped with choice of in or out
Damage is done; moment is passed, no way of taking it back
Hit the bottle, toxic measures makes me feel free
Controlling factors, certain lessons are suppose to be
I've been moving around always going down and yet all I see
Is the different places, familiar face, surrounded me
The Darkness falls that brings along the feel for relief.
Stuck in a whole, no way out, not prepared to speak.
Wanting it all, spinning around, till I feel heat
I’ve been stumbling down, when you’re not around, let these walls hold me
Falling apart, broken down, watch me bleed out,
I'm trapped with choice of in or out
Damage is done; moment is passed no way of looking back
Strangers making moments, can feel so wrong but seem so right
When no ones around and I'm all alone its show on me
Unwritten words covers the my skin which I don’t want too see
Twiddling shadows, the senseless hours complete the night
Got lost in the moment, go lost with the new
I’ve been stumbling down, when you’re not around, let these walls hold me
Falling apart, broken down, watch me bleed out,
I'm trapped with choice of in or out
Damage is done; moment is passed no way of looking back
I’m holding on to nothing at all, its feels so weak,
Been broken down by crumbling walls beyond my reach
Written by Heather Keogh
